wow, best quote i've ever see.
well, a part of you has grown in me. and so you see, it's you and me together forever and never apart, maybe in distance, but never in heart.
as for me, to love you alone, to make you happy, to do nothing which would contradict your wishes, this is my destiny and the meaning of my life.
but, being hurt by someone you truly care about leaves a hole in your heart that only love can fill.
all i know is that you love me...in my dreams.
after my first love. i built this suit of armor, so strong, so invulnerable. i came across you. slowly my guard was let down. so vulnerable to pain and despair. a love so perfect, so beautiful, was the double edged sword. one side so sweet. so dull of worry. so full of love. the other sharp of worry. so deadly with confusion. they meet at the apex. the sword was the only thing, the only thing to pierce through armor. through the mind , the soul, the heart. the sword tears a hole. the sharpest of sides is numb to pain, the dull side brings a pain. a pain so excruciating, the pain unreal, the suffering so great, this side pierces the mind, the soul, the heart.. the wound lasting and irreparable. a pain never to leave. a pain that allows you to live but in turn, it kills the mind, the soul , the heart. a pain that may lie dormant, only to arise and hurt more than it ever did. but through all doubt and suffering, the love was worth the pain. the love so perfect so beautiful. was worth the pain. was worth the death of me. was worth losing everything i ever had. even if it was you that i lost.
you want me to pretend that we've never met, and i've tried and i've tried , but i haven't yet... you walk by, and i fall to pieces.
just so you know , there's a space that only you can fill. just so you know, i loved you then, i guess i always will.